Thursday, July 31, 2008
Daydreamer
I daydream a LOT, and I don't seem to ever really manage to decrease the daydreaming, but I have learned that they my daydreams have a lot to tell me. I find the form my daydreams is very revealing of what I really want and how I want to feel.. I do daydream about running into people with whom I have unfinished business and getting to resolve things. I daydream about my past and imagine going back to redo, rearrange and improve things. And I daydream about what I want to do and have happen to me in future...imagining a possible scenario all the way up to.. well, silly fantasies.lol.. and sometime i feels like i can escape from real world
and sometimes I find myself smiling if I was thinking of something funny. I'm sure I look like an idiot
and sometimes i dream about someone being there to comfort me when im upset.
Is is odd/unhealthy, when upset, if no one's around to talk to me or whatever, to kinda imagine someone i really trust or like being there with me?... Saying reassuring things i wanna hear.
Like, if I feel incredibly vulnerable and like no one's there for me, I'll just go lay down and pretend they are, and it gives me some kind of sense of security I guess.I
I’ve never talked to anyone about my daydreaming – it’s too silly and embarassing...omg
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